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Bismillahirahmanirahim.
Edisi merefleksi diri pada waktu ini.
Diselingkan dengan lagu latarbelakang *background music* dari Rossa.
 "Aku Bukan Untukmu"..
Why does it feel something when i heard this song, rather than beautiful voice by this cute singer, Rossa, or just because the lyrics itself reflects me on the things that i've done recently..
why people hard to admit what she/he buat something yg totally wrong?
Even if you know that she/he does not like on what u do.. 
or even she/he always remind u that please be honest and please tell everything and because they need to know and they need to be part of it.
why does it hard on yourselves just to follow or just to listen what they need from u..why? and why does it have to be now..
sometimes, we actually seems hard to accept that factor we actually embarrassed on that situation, we feel that to our own and how we gonna faced others. 
its easy to ask people understand or try to understand your conditioned, but we do forget all this while they always be with us no matter what and they have been together in all conditioned..
Mengerti dan cuba untuk memahami apa yg patut dan apa yg tidak perlu dilakukan sebenarnya memerlukan masa andai kata seseorang itu mempunyai "masaalah" untuk peka dan "masaalah" utk memahami tanpa perlu di bimbing.
tapi sampai bila kan if mengharapkan org utk menunjukkan jalan yg betul dan sesuai.
*cakap je pandai tapi tak pernah buat*
Tapi,sebenarnya i do need u in any kinds of situation and i know u will be with me and that's me more and more more embarrassed with myself. with everything.. seriously, in a situation that at first place is not your intention to make it a serious wannabe kan.
Just maybe not right time or just not in a proper way. but sincerely that's not my intention at the first place.
kadang-kadang kata hati menduga. kata akal terpedaya.
People do mistakes and they need a chance to prove that they can do better and be better. Everyone have a hope to be a better person for itself and for everyone.

But anyway, a randomly thought but surely a honest tremendously true feelings of me.
this the only where you can express what u wanna say and what u think and since i've involved in this kinda situation i do hope we each other can respect other people space and yes, to understand myself better and to understand and appreciate other people feelings.

Sutradara yang direka oleh manusia, iaitu kita sendiri dan juga kita lah yg menjadi pengarah, kita jugalah yg menjadi pelakon dalam meneruskan sisa-sisa hidup yg berbaki ini.
bila kita berbalik pada yg Satu, seharusnya setiap kejadian yg berlaku sudah tentunya ada hikmah atau fikrah yg ingin diberikan pada setiap insan yang terpilih.
Sesungguhnya aku yakin, aku lebih disayangi olehNya dan aku juga di"ketuk" utk kembali kepada fitrah dan alam nyata.
Syukur kerana masih diberikan waktu dan moga dilembutkan hati insan-insan yg terluka, dilukai, melukai di atas pelusuk muka bumi ini. 
 Mencuba sesuatu yg tidak pernah kau impikan seolah2 kau mempertarungkan segala-galanya.
positifkan diri bahawa apa yang kau lakukan itu seikhlasnya dan sesungguhnya apa yg kau lakukan itu sebenarnya adalah seruan dariNya. cuma di berikan dari cara yg halus dan tanpa kita sedar. 
Fahamilah, jika kita berada di dalam situasi ini, kita sebenarnya insan yang terpilih dan juga kita adalah insan yg diberikan kekuatan dalam mengharungi apa cara sekalipun.
  ** Kerna kau yg satu, yg setia bersama ku dikala kujatuh, ku bangkit kerna mu, bantulah hambamu mencari keredhaanmu**
Might be this is peringatan buat kita utk kembali kepada "redha" yang hakiki.
~Muhasabah Diri~

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